Motivation (help please)

Under this you will see a random picture of the sky…

Motivation is hard. Sometimes I look at people and wonder where they get the seemingly endless well of energy needed to accomplish all of the amazing things they do. As for me, it about uses up my entire source of energy just to get out of bed each morning, work my 8 hour shift, and then go to school in the evening. By the time the day is at it’s end, extra creative pursuits and hobbies seem overrated and pointless and I all I want to do with my existence is to sit and do nothing.

It’s really sad isn’t it? I mean we’re living on this earth to create, to find joy and light and to spread it to others, and so many of us get so caught up in the mundane details and the stress and the busy-ness, that we don’t even take the time to create. I feel so lazy sometimes, and sometimes it’s hard to even feel bad about it. Like with this blog. I’ve been telling myself I’ve wanted to start it for so long, but now that I have it’s hard to muster up the energy to write and post something I’ll be proud enough of to actually share. I feel as though nothing I have to say is worth saying,

So I guess if you have any tips or ideas on how to be motivated, or how to find things to say that you feel are worthwhile, I’d appreciate any advice or help you could give! But until then, just remember that rain sounds and peanut butter M&M’s are a blessing, and be very grateful that you live in a world where they exist.

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